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If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Lock myself up, swear at myself, cry, sit cross legged and stare blankly at nothing for and hour of more with wet eyes, think about my mistakes, fall asleep after long stare coz it is rly tiring, wake up and be depressed again, maybe cry a little, then slap myself and get pissed, yell at myself and tell myself to wake up and snap out of it. Then i'll go look for him, give up on him, dump him, tell him all the reasons i was wrong bout dating him and tell him how much he sucks, then i'd walk away with a hoddy over my head and be alone before recovering listening to my ipod.

What will your dream wedding be like?
On a meadow or something peaceful like that, hardly any people there, the sky orangish - u know that time when the sun is not exactly setting but it aint bright just like mellow getting darker, should be trees, not some freakin retardedly heavy dress with that super long white trailing thing, simple dress thats still beautiful, nice music, no organs... those things sound dreadful to me... no sick food. Just me, my dream guy, super close friends, parents and my dogs... that's perfect..

On your wedding day, what would you like to see?
... uh, my future husband to be...
"... wait what the.. Where's my husband!?"
Lol that's funny.

Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Let's not think about it, yeah. The future's the future. It's pretty scary. hm.. to me the future is like walking up a flight of stairs, and you know how ur always scared you'll miss a step, coz when u do u stumble and your heart gets this super fast panging feeling, shocking, and you'll eventually reach the end of the stairs... so i guess we just gotta watch out for those miss steps along the way, eh. Unless they unexpectedly break under your feet. You just gotta brace yourselves for that. That's life.

What’s your ideal lover like?
I love edward cullen. but you know he's fictional so it's quite depressing. but i duno. A nice person? i don't like drugs or smokers. I'm attracted to shy guys... and i don't know why. hate liars and show offs. I like quiet people that can help you out with your problems and listen to you. and not judge you. I like someone i can feel equal with as in when i'm with that person we both connect and the world is just a distant nagging at the back of our heads. But nowadays... i'm attracted to the sight of guys in dark clothing, seeming dark(almost scary lookin) leaning against a wall keeping to himself. I wanna be with a dude like that and crack all those mysteries which hide behind his eyes.

i know i'm mad. but don't worry. I'm bein single and not mindin it.

If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Just live life still obssessin over the dude becoming even more depressed by the week watchin him with the girl. until sometin dramatic happens and i'm forced to move on or i get a sudden change of heart. rare... yeah, i find things hard to let go of.

Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yea.

How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
um... nope got notin. my mind is blank, still at the bottom of the stairs.

Who are currently the most important people to you?
My parents and the people that can comfort me in my time of need as i go through this unexplainable phase.

Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
I dont know. Money can't buy happiness. and i guess having a lover is great. so i guess bein married. if we die broke. we die happy.

What’s the first thing you do every morning?
wake up.

Would you give all in a relationship?
depends..

If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The one i love. how can one be equally in love with two?

What type of friends do you like?
friends that laugh and can console me no matter what.

What type of friends do you dislike?
Most friends... u know what i mean. close enough.

Are you a virgin?
yeah, why aren't you... the new generation nowadays is sad.

Have you ever lied to your parents?
Mum are you reading this...?
haha kiddin yeah i have. unfortunately.

Hint about him / her?
hint about what? what is this question talking about...

What phrases you usually say when something unexpected happens?
What!?
Huuuuuuuhhhh?
say that again?
Holy sh**!
HOLY COW!
HOOOOOOOOOOLLLLYYYYYYY!
Why did u just tell me that?
DID I REALLY NEED TO KNOW?
you serious?

What is your current obssesion?
wolves, emo guys, music, faeries, odd things, neon lights, light graffitti, strange paintings, unexplainable colourful occurences, gardens, alone and thinking.

Who do you short text the most these days?
oh, are people supposed to text alot nowadays? ... oops.
yeah yeah. who cares about texting and phones. i don't.

Who do you miss alot now?
One of my best friends, and my dog Mac - RIP loofy loves you.

Best girl friends?
Donno. i had alot that left me at the last minute... hope that don't happen again. so i'm staying cautious.

Best boy friends?
no - one.

Favourite hang out place?
my garden, alone, twilight time, or a quiet meadow. away from civilization... or a place where i can close my eyes and feel that the world is going on with or without me. peace.

If you were to go out with a group of friends, who will you choose?
In this case... i'll stay unsociable. I'm not a kind of friend that can choose like that. sorry.

Made any new friends recently?
nope.

Do you like the person who tagged you?
*shrugs* maybe. why am i supposed to?