Don't let your heart win

I can't decide
You have made it harder just to go on
And why?
All the possibilities...
Well I was wrong

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.
Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.
I still try... holding onto silly things, I never learn.

I can't trust myself with anything but this,
And why do we like to hurt, so much?

~ That's what you get - paramore