hello emo boy

Dear emo boy,

please don't walk away from me,

I'm tired of chasing,

even though your not hiding.

hello.

But why am i the one running

open up your ears, and listen

The world is speaking to you everyday,
You just don't always know how to listen.

~Dreamland

Trust?

"Trust me."
Those 2 words had gotten me into more trouble than i cared to remember.

~Dreamland

yeah...

hey CH,
you can have Rice. :)
I'm cool with it. He aint for me anyway. just gona go with the flow now and maybe i'll spend more time with 'emo'. awesome. keepin things simple haha. Good Luck.

I got the warning

All of my memories keep you near
Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
All the whispers, the warnings so clear.

~Memories - within temptation

myself

What if you, could only speak the truth,
what would you say?

Time doesn't wait for anyone.

There's a part in everyday,
where I lie to myself and say that it's okay.
'cause if I don't I think I'll go insane.
But the truth is,
I only have myself to blame.


~The Truth - The Spill Canvas

Breakeven

Cos I got time while he got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
His best days will be some of my worst
While I'm wide awake he's no trouble sleeping

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you
what am I suppose to say when i'm all choked up and you're OK
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop me bleeding
Cos he moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it dont break even


~ Breakeven - The Script

These Damn Things

Don’t keep yourself away
Don’t live your life that way
Don’t put yourself back in the fire again

It’s the same damn things you’re so quick to believe
You do it over and over again
And it’s the same mistakes that I’m watching you make
You do it over and over again

So before they bring you down
You’ve gotta stand for something or you’ll fall for anything
Fall for anything
You’ve gotta stand for something or you’ll fall for anything
Fall for anything

Cause they’ll bring you down

Oh, please don’t be so naïve
Don’t wait ‘till your heart bleeds
Love wasn’t built for speed

Time doesn't wait for anyone.


~Fall for anything - The Script

Please don't get me wrong

Don't get me wrong. You think i want him. But i wanted you. We're just goin coz u misunderstood. It's you.

But always Edward.

You're worth it

There are things in this world
That I don't understand
Like love, war, gravity
Or the lay of the land
But all of these, remain mysteries
One thing is for sure
You are worth living for.


~ One thing is for sure - The Spill Canvas

Say you're weak,
But i'm weaker
and i say
You're still the soldier in my eyes


~I'm yours - The Script

cos if you go, i go

Gonna use my heart and not my head
And try to open up your eyes
This is a relationship suicide
Cos if you go, i go


~ Talk you down - The Script

Before

With your empty heart and mine full of pain
We were sitting with our backs against the world

And the only chance we have of moving on
Is try to take it back
Before it all went wrong
Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back before it all went wrong

~ before the worst - The Script

Some scars never fade

Sometimes we don't learn
From our mistakes
Sometimes we've no
Choice but to walk
Away, away

Tried to break my heart
well, it's broke
Tried to hang me high
well, i'm choked
Wanted rain on me
well, i'm soaked
soaked to the skin.

Sometimes tears say all
There is to say

I've shared the pain
I've been holding on
The cure for a heart
Is to move along, is to move along
So move along


~ The end where i begin - The Script

Love..

Love is friendship on fire <3

~The Perfect Man

I'll keep waiting then...

Hurt Vs. Injured - “Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever.” - Lance Armstrong.

wanna know why?

To this world I am unimportant
Just because I have nothing to give.
So you call this your free country
Tell me why it costs so much to live
Tell me why.

To this world I am unimportant
Just because I have nothing to hear.


~ Duck And Run - Three Doors Down

So true

One day you'll get sick of
Saying that everything’s alright
And by then I’m sure ill be
Pretending just like I am tonight

I'll never let this go
But I cant find the words to tell you
I don’t want to be alone
But now I feel like I don’t know you
(jerk...)

Maybe if my heart stops beating
It wont hurt this much
And never will I have to
Answer again to anyone


~ Let this go - Paramore

Not gonna ever own what's mine

I can't win
Not gonna ever own what's mine
go me.

Somewhere a clock is ticking...

and i still haven't found you.
Time's wastin

My Rose

Red petals fall to the ground,
Dying every second that goes by,
It’s been a year and you’ve not been found,
You left me here to cry.

I need to be alone,
So that no one can hear me moan,
I’m still waiting by the phone,
Remembering the scent of your cologne.

I don’t need a friend,
I need something that can mend,
My broken empty soul,
I need and want to feel whole.

I walk alone,
Cry and moan,
My dreams are torn,
I go and mourn.

A rose in my hand,
It’s for you,
I’m feeling something new,
A strange desire to be with you.

Dead or not,
Whether you fought,
Missing or lost,
Your still not here.

I start to sprint,
The petals are falling,
They stain the street,
I think I hear you calling.

I have the blade,
I slit my wrist,
The rose falls down,
Something in the mist.

The rose is red,
So is my blood,
You can see,
You’re running right at me.

You look worried,
Don’t be afraid,
It’ll be over soon,
I’ll be saved.

I’ll see you again,
I ask you one favor,
Take care of my rose,
I leave it with my lover.

This will end my suffering,
Don’t feel sad,
Bad timing I guess,
Don’t worry I’m not mad.
Please take care of my lovely dying rose.

Blinded

I turn the music up so loud,
Until it hurts my ears,
I’m not sure how this helps,
For I still shred my tears.

Do not worry,
Lovesickness has no cure,
Except for when,
I am near.

Fragile person,
Do not fear,
I will protect you,
To me you are dear.

We will meet again,
Maybe at the pier,
When will we meet?
Maybe next year?

I miss you so,
Keep your eyes clear,
For I am just,
Standing right here.

Reality's shit

Life sucks. Live with it. Shit. I hate that sentence. um.... ok so

i wanna leave off to a distant place far out in the unknown. A place not yet wrecked by civilization. A place that aint normal. Deserted axcept for wandering animals and unknown wonderful little creatures.

I wanna believe and be able to see fairies. (i'm not crazy) this is my opinion here. it's a blpg remember , duh.

I wanna dance my guts out and rock at it. I wanna have that wierd exhilarating feeling like what Edward has when he's running. (oh edward . ok now im just drifting..)

I WANT EDWARD so don't tell me i can't have him or he aint real coz f* u people. I can dream can't i. Exactly, no wonder u ppl hav suckish lives. I need a getaway k so do u. u guys r just too blind to bother finding one.

I wanna believe in things people find so hard to believe. like anythin rly. anythin good and incredible. Stuff to fixate my attention so that life can pass me without me even having to talk to you loserish peeps. you guys suck. no offence i mean seriously. I HATE THE WORLD! except for some of yall.

If i become emo. let me be emo. y else am i doin. i aint doin it to get attention. dont think that i'm doin that. ur just makin me emoer. im just a little distressed k. u dont see me cuttin myself like my freaky friends.

LEAVE ME ALONE i need space too u know. not ur support all the time.

I want music to fill the world.

I want peace

I want true love.

WTV. I want a getaway to a secret place. thats like my wish . (with edward cullen) places like hmm... u see my pic up top. is it purply with a deer wanaderin somewhere. yeah. places like that. or that twilit meadow... sigh.

I want what i want leave me be.

sorry

The reason

hello ppl. Here is an answer for you. Might shed some light on a couple of things.

I will can't fall in love with you if you are my good friend. People don't see the logic in this. I will tell you why. If you're my good friend i won't be able to have those good friend experiences anymore. sure, i'll have something new, something more but i'll still miss the friend moments too much.

so feel good bout being friends. It's fun :D