Um...

Hello :\
um... this blog is gettin pretty messed up. oops.
Yeah the changing of blogskins has ruined my blog. I mean i LOVE the blogskin i have of the urban girl who truly belongs in the wild, so awesome. and it took me 4ever to alter the skin to make the background one of a forest. AWESOME. yeah well i can't find my older posts and i can't get comments so.. i guess im movin on to a diff blog with my original (more managable skin). It's called. http://www.broken-ipod.blogspot.com/

Sad i have to lose my cullenism. n e who im movin soon so i'll keep yall (my friends who actually read my blog) in touch. I'll tell ya what it's gona be like :). so yeah. c ya! goodbye loonycullen :'(

Question : U team Edward or team Jacob? haha i love both teams. but Edward all the way XD

Dummy

Dummy

I'd have to be a fool to believe
Every word you said

And i don't wanna be your dummy
I cut the strings and i'm free, honey
I don't want your fast-life
Or your money or your time

So stuck on yourself, it's funny
Hangin' with you feels so crummy
So i don't wanna be your dummy
Da dummy, da dummy

Your showing off screaming on your cell phone
I wonder why I didn't see it then
You spend hours and hours trying to make your hair look sloppy
You spend hundreds of dollars on a tee-shirt you wear
For the week that it's "in"
Now that we're apart I wonder if you miss a thing

And if your asking then the last thing
I wanna be is a puppet on a string
You're unbelievable- it's inconceivable
If you think I'll let you make a fool of me

~ Dummy - emma roberts

I'm beginning to rly like this song.

Prom

PROM

Hmmm the last day of schl was depressing. Well, the leaving of friends bit n e way. So moving on, prom... it was interesting. O yeah and sonali, adri and jazzie... THANKS sorry i think i did thank u guys tho. but seriously u guys helped alot. AND i'm gona be missin the hella u guys. THANKS THANKS THANKS 2 yall. O yeah and THANKS To DUSTIN - U are a super awesome friend dude. Even tho we just started talking 'really' talking for bout a yr. Sorry i dint dance with u dude. I rly wanted to. ... Question: y dint u want to dance with me when i asked u? But sonali, adri and jazz told me u supported me and sam so YaY go DUSTIN! i'm gona miss u my odd dude friend :) o yeah. And sorry to u guys that my goodbyes were so rushed. Especially my good friends. My ride... was bout to leave me behind haha. and to comment on sonali's blog it's completely true bout the no motivation thing. Thanks for pointin that out i don't think i would have realized. Slow songs r pretty cool. haha and guys sorry i made yall 'explode with joy'... i dint think ud take it so seriously. :] but thanks again. And yay finaly got it off my chest. It was totly the right thing to do, confess. Keepin that secret all through the rest of my schl life is pretty freaky. RACHEL & ADRIENNE STOP CRYING ON ME hehe i can't stand it when ppl cry it makes me feel depressed. I love u all :) i'll keep in touch my friends.

I CAN'T BELIEVE IM LEAVIN. Hell no don't wanna go. Actually... i only miss my friends and some others. so Everythin else... seemed suckish enough so a new start would be pretty okay. Gona miss u guys! sobin on the inside. who knows maybe i'll meet yall again. Better keep in touch. Pls don't go all lovey dovey on me in msn friends... it's hard to type happy words... if that makes sense. n e who gona end this post. U know how i feel on the inside. i just can't express it in typin. :) SO THAANKS AND SORRY DUSTIN RLY!

ps. does n e one know how to put a vid made on windows movie maker onto youtube?

Inspire

INSPIRATION

Don't stay down. Get inspired. people open your eyes and wake up :J

Crap

Rest In Peace Grandpa.
2 deaths in a day.
EVERYONE I LOVE AROUND ME IS DYING!!!
Crap today is the deadliest day of my life <'(

November 7th - Death Day

I dedicate these songs to u Im & Grandpa

Your hand in mine - Explosions in the sky
First breath after coma - Explosions in the sky

Stay in heaven, love u all.

GOOD FRIEND

Rest In Peace, Im.
U were an awesome pal. :(
God she's only 15..

Stay in heaven..

crushcrushcrush

GROWLLL skins are confusin to change. Damn blog why ya gotta be so complicated. n e who... mroe lyrics :) ooo yeah twilight came out. havn't watched it yet but i have a feelin it sucks. Heard they cut out loads of parts and it's a cinema... oh well

I got a lot to say to you

Yeah, I got a lot to say

I noticed your eyes are always glued to me

Keeping them here

And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth

Scribbled out the truth with their lies

You little spies

CrushCrushCrush

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone

Just the one-two of us, who's counting on

That never happensI guess I'm dreaming again

Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game

Well, come on, come on, let's play

Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending

Than have to forget you for one whole minute

~crushcrushcrush - paramore <3

sigh..

ok. Dec 10, 11, 12.. gona be one hella depressin times. Gona miss you guys. :'{ alot. well some of you guys... haha yeah loads of meanies out there. well thats life so what the heck. love you guys that im gona miss. so damn soon man! < 'C dammit why.

LOVES YOU SONALI gammit im gona miss u like hell